Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Waiting.

I'm in Utah staying with my Mom. My siblings are gathering as well as other family members. I'm supposed to talk about my Dad at the funeral. I told my Mom that I'd just be getting up there and blubbering, but apparently it's what he wanted. My emotions seem so unpredictable. I never know if I"m going to be fine to talk or crying and choking on my words.

12 comments:

bon said...

Sorry... I'm thinking of ya.

bon said...

can't find your email add... the offer still stands for the comic relief. If you wanna.

bon.mamaATgmailDOTcom

Lee said...

Amber I am so sorry. You are in my prayers. I pray you will receive the comfort you and your family need, and that your Dad will be comfortable. ((hugs))

MusicalMom said...

(((((((HUGS)))))))

Arlyn said...

Some of the best talks are given through tears. I'm sure your Dad will appreciate everything you express, verbal or not.

Alissa said...

you've got my number. i can't promise comic relief like bon, but i'm there for listening.

Anonymous said...

Amber -- I want to be with you so much right now but am separated by a continent... hugs and tears
luv ya cuz
maria

Lacey said...

I love you. I hope you can feel the comfort of all those who care for you and your father.

Rachelle said...

Hugs to you. You and your family are in my prayers.

emlouisa said...

((((hugs)))) You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Keep us updated. We love you!

Lei said...

I am so sorry Amber! It is hard to lose a parent - prepared or not.

Taffi said...

Hugs, Amber. I hope you and your family feel some comfort and peace through this.