Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Waiting.

I'm in Utah staying with my Mom. My siblings are gathering as well as other family members. I'm supposed to talk about my Dad at the funeral. I told my Mom that I'd just be getting up there and blubbering, but apparently it's what he wanted. My emotions seem so unpredictable. I never know if I"m going to be fine to talk or crying and choking on my words.